A little about me, I was an active drug addict and alcoholic for 30 years. I am in my mid 50’s, a little balding, a little fat even a little shorter. I’ve had a hard life for a long time. I don’t say woe is me. I don’t seek pity. But I did want to fit in. I wanted to belong to someone or something because I felt so alone, different, flawed. I worked at menial jobs, mostly because I didn’t go to college and like I said I was a drug addict.